英语天堂-第44章
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ion; very different from her former agitated wildness。
“Did you want me?” said Mrs。 Bird; in gentle tones。 “I hope you feel better now; poor woman!”
A long…drawn; shivering sigh was the only answer; but she lifted her dark eyes; and fixed them on her with such a forlorn and imploring expression; that the tears came into the little woman’s eyes。
“You needn’t be afraid of anything; we are friends here; poor woman! Tell me where you came from; and what you want;” said she。
“I came from Kentucky;” said the woman。
“When?” said Mr。 Bird; taking up the interogatory。
“Tonight。”
“How did you come?”
“I crossed on the ice。”
“Crossed on the ice!” said every one present。
“Yes;” said the woman; slowly; “I did。 God helping me; I crossed on the ice; for they were behind me—right behind—and there was no other way!”
“Law; Missis;” said Cudjoe; “the ice is all in broken…up blocks; a swinging and a tetering up and down in the water!”
“I know it was—I know it!” said she; wildly; “but I did it! I wouldn’t have thought I could;—I didn’t think I should get over; but I didn’t care! I could but die; if I didn’t。 The Lord helped me; nobody knows how much the Lord can help ’em; till they try;” said the woman; with a flashing eye。
“Were you a slave?” said Mr。 Bird。
“Yes; sir; I belonged to a man in Kentucky。”
“Was he unkind to you?”
“No; sir; he was a good master。”
“And was your mistress unkind to you?”
“No; sir—no! my mistress was always good to me。”
“What could induce you to leave a good home; then; and run away; and go through such dangers?”
The woman looked up at Mrs。 Bird; with a keen; scrutinizing glance; and it did not escape her that she was dressed in deep mourning。
“Ma’am;” she said; suddenly; “have you ever lost a child?”
The question was unexpected; and it was thrust on a new wound; for it was only a month since a darling child of the family had been laid in the grave。
Mr。 Bird turned around and walked to the window; and Mrs。 Bird burst into tears; but; recovering her voice; she said;
“Why do you ask that? I have lost a little one。”
“Then you will feel for me。 I have lost two; one after another;—left ’em buried there when I came away; and I had only this one left。 I never slept a night without him; he was all I had。 He was my comfort and pride; day and night; and; ma’am; they were going to take him away from me;—to sell him;—sell him down south; ma’am; to go all alone;—a baby that had never been away from his mother in his life! I couldn’t stand it; ma’am。 I knew I never should be good for anything; if they did; and when I knew the papers the papers were signed; and he was sold; I took him and came off in the night; and they chased me;—the man that bought him; and some of Mas’r’s folks;—and they were coming down right behind me; and I heard ’em。 I jumped right on to the ice; and how I got across; I don’t know;—but; first I knew; a man was helping me up the bank。”
The woman did not sob nor weep。 She had gone to a place where tears are dry; but every one around her was; in some way characteristic of themselves; showing signs of hearty sympathy。
The two little boys; after a desperate rummaging in their pockets; in search of those pocket…handkerchiefs which mothers know are never to be found there; had thrown themselves disconsolately into the skirts of their mother’s gown; where they were sobbing; and wiping their eyes and noses; to their hearts’ content;—Mrs。 Bird had her face fairly hidden in her pocket…handkerchief; and old Dinah; with tears streaming down her black; honest face; was ejaculating; “Lord have mercy on us!” with all the fervor of a camp…meeting;—while old Cudjoe; rubbing his eyes very hard with his cuffs; and making a most uncommon variety of wry faces; ocomasionally responded in the same key; with great fervor。 Our senator was a statesman; and of course could not be expected to cry; like other mortals; and so he turned his back to the company; and looked out of the window; and seemed particularly busy in clearing his throat and wiping his spectacle…glasses; ocomasionally blowing his nose in a manner that was calculated to excite suspicion; had any one been in a state to observe critically。
“How came you to tell me you had a kind master?” he suddenly exclaimed; gulping down very resolutely some kind of rising in his throat; and turning suddenly round upon the woman。
“Because he was a kind master; I’ll say that of him; any way;—and my mistress was kind; but they couldn’t help themselves。 They were owing money; and there was some way; I can’t tell how; that a man had a hold on them; and they were obliged to give him his will。 I listened; and heard him telling mistress that; and she begging and pleading for me;—and he told her he couldn’t help himself; and that the papers were all drawn;—and then it was I took him and left my home; and came away。 I knew ’t was no use of my trying to live; if they did it; for ’t ’pears like this child is all I have。”
“Have you no husband?”
“Yes; but he belongs to another man。 His master is real hard to him; and won’t let him come to see me; hardly ever; and he’s grown harder and harder upon us; and he threatens to sell him down south;—it’s like I’ll never see him again!”
The quiet tone in which the woman pronounced these words might have led a superficial observer to think that she was entirely apathetic; but there was a calm; settled depth of anguish in her large; dark eye; that spoke of something far otherwise。
“And where do you mean to go; my poor woman?” said Mrs。 Bird。
“To Canada; if I only knew where that was。 Is it very far off; is Canada?” said she; looking up; with a simple; confiding air; to Mrs。 Bird’s face。
“Poor thing!” said Mrs。 Bird; involuntarily。
“Is ’t a very great way off; think?” said the woman; earnestly。
“Much further than you think; poor child!” said Mrs。 Bird; “but we will try to think what can be done for you。 Here; Dinah; make her up a bed in your own room; close by the kitchen; and I’ll think what to do for her in the morning。 Meanwhile; never fear; poor woman; put your trust in God; he will protect you。”
Mrs。 Bird and her husband reentered the parlor。 She sat down in her little rocking…chair before the fire; swaying thoughtfully to and fro。 Mr。 Bird strode up and down the room; grumbling to himself; “Pish! pshaw! confounded awkward business!” At length; striding up to his wife; he said;
“I say; wife; she’ll have to get away from here; this very night。 That fellow will be down on the scent bright and early tomorrow morning: if ’t was only the woman; she could lie quiet till it was over; but that little chap can’t be kept still by a troop of horse and foot; I’ll warrant me; he’ll bring it all out; popping his head out of some window or door。 A pretty kettle of fish it would be for me; too; to be caught with them both here; just now! No; they’ll have to be got off tonight。”
“Tonight! How is it possible?—where to?”
“Well; I know pretty well where to;” said the senator; beginning to put on his boots; with a reflective air; and; stopping when his leg was half in; he embraced his knee with both hands; and seemed to go off in deep meditation。
“It’s a confounded awkward; ugly business;” said he; at last; beginning to tug at his boot…straps again; “and that’s a fact!” After one boot was fairly on; the senator sat with the other in his hand; profoundly studying the figure of the carpet。 “It will have to be done; though; for aught I see;—hang it all!” and he drew the other boot anxiously on; and looked out of the window。
Now; little Mrs。 Bird was a discreet woman;—a woman who never in her life said; “I told you so!” and; on the present ocomasion; though pretty well aware of the shape her husband’s meditations were taking; she very prudently forbore to meddle with them; only sat very quietly in her chair; and looked quite ready to hear her liege lord’s intentions; when he should think proper to utter them。
“You see;” he said; “there’s my old client; Van Trompe; has come over from Kentucky; and set all his slaves free; and he has bought a place seven miles up the creek; here; back in the woods; where nobody goes; unless they go on purpose; and it’s a place that isn’t found in a hurry。 There she’d be safe enough; but the plague of the thing is; nobody could drive a carriage there tonight; but me。”
“Why not? Cudjoe is an excellent driver。”
“Ay; ay; but here it is。 The creek has to be crossed twice; and the second crossing is quite dangerous; unless one knows it as I do。 I have crossed it a hundred times on horseback; and know exactly the turns to take。 And so; you see; there’s no help for it。 Cudjoe must put in the horses; as quietly as may be; about twelve o’clock; and I’ll take her over; and then; to give color to the matter; he must carry me on to the next tavern to take the stage for Columbus; that comes by about three or four; and so it will look as if I had had the carriage only for that。 I shall get into business bright and early in the morning。 But I’m thinking I shall feel rather cheap there; after all that’s been said and done; but; hang it; I can’t help it!”
“Your heart is better than your head; in this case; John;” said the wife; laying her little white hand on his。 “Could I ever have loved you; had I not known you better than you know yourself?” And the little woman looked so handsome; with the tears sparkling in her eyes; that the senator thought he must be a decidedly clever fellow; to get such a pretty creature into such a passionate admiration of him; and so; what could he do but walk off soberly; to see about the carriage。 At the door; however; he stopped a moment; and then coming back; he said; with some hesitation。
“Mary; I don’t know how you’d feel about it; but there’s that drawer full of things—of—of—poor little Henry’s。” So saying; he turned quickly on his heel; and shut the door after him。
His wife opened the little bed…room door adjoining her room and; taking the candle; set it down on the top of a bureau there; then from a small recess she took a key; and put it thoughtfully in the lock of a drawer; and made a sudden pause; while two boys; who; boy like; had followed close on her heels; stood looking; with silent; significant glances; at their mother。 And oh! mother that reads this; has there never been in your house a drawer; or a closet; the opening of which has been to you like the opening again of a little grave? Ah! happy mother that you are; if it has not been so。
Mrs。 Bird slowly opened the drawer。 There were little coats of many a form and pattern; piles of aprons; and rows of small stockings; and even a pair of little shoes; worn and rubbed at the toes; were peeping from the folds of a paper。 There was a toy horse and wagon; a top; a ball;—memorials gathered with many a tear and many a heart…break! She sat down by the drawer; and; leaning her head on her hands over it; wept till the tears fell through her fingers into the drawer; then suddenly raising her head; she began; with nervous haste; selecting the plainest and most substantial articles; and gathering them into a bundle。
“Mamma;” said one of the boys; gently touching her arm; “you